I... words fail me right now. I can't type anything and I don't really wish to. In fact, I may not write on here for a long time. I don't really know.
I thank God I'm surrounded by family and friends that love me and support me. I thank God that I still have two beautiful healthy children that (along with my wife) are my reason to continue. I thank God most of all for the time --short as it was-- that I got to spend with Lucas. I will see you again some day.